Quote fr a fren

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person".
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be

掉了-张惠妹

黑色笑靨掉了 雪白眼泪掉了
该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了
瞳孔没有颜色 结了冰的长河
回忆是最可怕的敌人

故事情节掉了 主角对白掉了
该属于剧中的对角戏也掉了
胸口没有快乐 掉了翅的白鸽
不枯萎的藉口全掉了

曾经唱过的歌 分享过的笑声
在心中不断拉扯
想念不能承认 偷偷擦去泪痕
冬天过了还是会很冷

Erm..

oppss..im too lazy.
wat a lazy bum bum i am...
it's been half month i din update my blog..haha..
everytime on9 jz too bz to
play fb games,
stalk on ppl blog,
check mail,
'sam pat' on fren foto,
but
not my blog,sigh..
hehe =_="

Picture time

Recent outings+food~!

New York New York at One Borneo

Secret Recipe lunch with phin wen at One Borneo

We went for One Life AIDS exhibition, we Q up then listen to headset n starts our experiencing jorney by walking in a maze-like tent..good job guys~we learned n experienced the true story n feelings of the victims..

After tat went movie~2012! n This Is It~
Nice nice~^^

The another day at Little Italy..though it looked not really appetizing,but it is worth for d price of rm20++..very full together with garlic bread n soup/ coffee

We treat ourselves with Jap food..again!
This time at Michii Restaurant
I ordered for temaki n sushi instead of bento or soba..hehe
n..d food not so tasty as i tot..stil,wagamama the best at One Borneo..hehe

Ok,u can guess rite?
MAS in-flight meal
this time i took a 1215pm flight so thr's no any ferrero rocher bt replace v KitKat!i was like so happy n shout:wow!it's bebn ages i din 'Take a Break' v KitKat!haha..yumm yumm~

OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE
I'm back!!!
haha,ya i date v my dear right after i reach home n get ready
my mum was like :hey u haven got to rest or 'sit warm ur butt'(direct translate fr cantonese) then adi cant wait to go out huh?"

nah..we shud treasure every moment n chance we have,dun we?haha =)
so thr goes~we head off to wangsa walk as i have never been thr b4 since it new opening on around...sept?perhaps..hehe..

but kinda dissapointed as there's not really much to shop about..mostly r malay stores..yet the design of shopping mall is quite tiring for shoppers as u hav to walk fr 1 end to another to get an elevator..swt =_=" then we decide to take dinner at George Town

Soya Cendol with Gula Melaka,i jz cant resist special stuff..haha

Penang Hokkien Mee
Nothing special though..

ya the nex day d rain like pouring fr s sky with unlimited source..non stop..so heavy..tress collapse everywhere..

TaDaaa...me posing v food...again
Vienna soft fresh bagels~

I guess tat's all for today..

gona upload more fotos when im free,hehe..

now having flu+running nose+headache..so suffer..

nway jz now went to pasar malam with mum ..

SO IN LOVE WITH PM~

I'm back!!!

finally im back to kl~!
hehe..tired during packing--flight--home yet exciting!
nway went wangsa walk right after i reach home,haha..
cant wait to meet my darling ma..hoho..
dear fetched me in a heavy rain..luckily din jam too much or else i'll b feeling guilty to ask for such a rush meet up b4 he goin genting for d nex couple days..hehe..missing him now.. T__T

act today planned for a hair-rebonding,but end up spending hours in kinokuniya alone--watched 2012 (again) with my beloved mummy n daddy~hehe..cz when i head off to lunch with mum there was like lightning everywhere n started to rain cats n dogs..there r trees lying on the ground like..everywhere?terrible..we hardly get a clear vision when on d road..quite dangerous so mum decide to park at petrol station for few minutes..d shop even short of electricity for a lil while..then many roads were flooded n prove msia BOLEH..sigh..haha..so my hair-do DOWN..mayb tml?haha

after lunch i took lrt to klccc alone,was not properly dress up n ready to go thr at 1st so feel not so in-mood for shopping..so jz wandering in kinokuniya..bought few mag n gota update myself a lil..took a glimpse at new arrivals n found out a backpacker travelling around d world-book..really syok man when looking at those nice nice fotos..nice ppl..nice scenery..admire their collection of postcards..souvenirs..tickets..too.wish i could travel to most of d place b4 i bcum old 'kok kok' haha...v a companion,cross my fingers*

2012 is actually nice if u dun mind the impossible-stay-alive part during collapse of california part where they drove a limo n escape v a jetplane..haha

somehow i really happy today although i got a cold since this morning..haha..cz it's been long time din watch movie with my family..so warm though i din wear a sweater..hehe..

爱一个人，如此的甜蜜却又让人受伤害……

如果我一直深爱着你，你是否会一直待在我身边？

闷闷的原因

刚才写了一篇，但是没注意到网路不大好，按了post结果error，当下的心情简直陷入谷底……>.< 算了吧，没心情重打了，大略只是几个重点，自己联想啦，哈哈！

Thesis Title
Proposal Homework
Home-sick
Dear

>.<

啊!!

怎么网路这么差啊??

打了一篇很长的心情故事就这样没了!

讨厌哪~!!

♥ Uni Best Frens' Bday♥

Recently been too bored so i decided to take a look on how Photoscape works..
Here's a lil result...haha
Continue v Joanne 22nd bday celebration~

Gals roCks! ^__^

We were required to do d same pose as d demo~hehe

Bday gal shine like a star~

Not bad huh?
Happy birthday to hong min~!

Clockwise: Cozy dinner at Upperstar, Bday gal making wishes. me pose v drink, again, Bday gal-min

Clockwise: tat day went to buy joanne present, me slurping on my Love Yoghurt at Halo Cafe, posing v my drink, yea d sponge bob bigger than my head!

At Welcome Seafood Restaurant~so crowded!

Whole restaurant customers were like looking at us for so long since d photographer dun relly know how to press d button =_="

at 海螺~

Before we back~pose~!

Wish my two best frens at UMS happy happy always~

Really appreciate to hav u two with me~

Frenship forever~ ^__^

October updates~

happy birthday to hui qing oh~

Graduation day v former roomates n frens~

few yummy food tasted during outings~hehe

Clockwise : Gona start dinner at Wagamama Jap Rest, slurping on my double top green tea, a cozy dinner at Upperstar, here come my bento set for 2! =)

there's stil a bunch of fotos~

stay tuned~ ;)

Day-Dreaming During Studying

During exam period..i used to think a lot..
planning where to go..wat to do..things tat must eat when back..hohoho..
somehow i manage to think out of a long list after my always-day-dreaming symptom..haha
gota jot it down cz tis is d 1st step to real-izing it~

Wish-to-go-thr List: (whr i've longing bt never been thr b4 place ie makan place)

SkyBar (can hv an awesome chill out session v my ji mui thr)
Full House (wish to go v my dear~)
Daidomon (nice xperience to eat i thk..)
Saisaki (d oyster seems so yummy)
Ole-ole Bali (mayb can brg my family thr..hehe)
Library (erm...not really know bout tis place..jz heard about tat..)
Petaling Street (miss d mochi n lots of great food i used to hv during 2ndary sch time)
Connought Night Market (wana try various snacks thr~)

n...below..(im not alcoholic k?jz wish to c how 'nice' is thr..haha)
Zouk (d hot spot)
The Opera (d newly lauched 3 in 1 chill out hot spot)
Euphoria (d dance floor is nice?)
Quattro (can hv cold cold xperience thr)

last but not least..

Wendy House!!!! slip over~(u cant deny im so keen to try ur maggi..haha)


Wish-to-do List:

learn to cook..(since im really a failure in tis =_=")
learn to bake? (but i dun hv any mixer/oven etc..)
try reflexology (since heard fr w it was nice!)
shop for phuket trip! (eager to get a nice 1-piece dress for tat)
shopping v my ji mui..(ngek ngek..)

wonder how much i can do during d short holiday..
gota start industrial training in jan..
n i realise my holiday time is so short! >.<

quick updates~!

been bz studying for finals tie few days....ya..not even a week i did tat..sign..
shud strive so hard tis time..i know i better be..
a really BIG one~
jz finished desperate housewives season 4..was like..finally!
still 1 of my fav drama series..cant wait to watch season 5!
but..gota telan books 1st~

Ng Li Ting! u can do tat!
u know wat u got for midterm n this is ur last chance for not letting ur tears drop down again!
at least for tis sem! u know u must not keep dissapointing urself oever n oever gain..while others do keep climbing up to get higher cgpa..u gota know wat u shud do!

really hop..
i can do well this time..
no tears..tis time

我……怎么啦？

~那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你~

很有意思的一句话~

只要付出真心，相信对方一定能感受得到，是真的吗？

为什么有时觉得，不能如对方想象中的爱一个人，原来是会造成伤害……

当你不能如他想象般的爱他，带来的，只是伤害

爱一个人，不是凭感觉和单纯一颗心的吗？

前室友毕业咯


Cloudy with a Chance of Meatball! nice nice~!

Pesta Tanglung UMS 2009

中秋晚会~

手绢舞 & 水袖舞

其他的表演~

天气好好~很喜欢这几张照片

傣族舞~看到我吗？呵呵~

唯一的合照~

现场还有很多游戏摊位

吃的~

庆功宴的唯一合照 =_="

很乖的一天~

刚做了面膜，我的美丽日记~红酒篇~
还蛮不错，只是对红酒的味道还是不大喜欢……（怎样都好，曾经我差一点因为它而呕吐哦）
现在头发还是湿湿的~

今天下课了就和朋友跑去OneBorneo逛逛，看有什么可以买……
星期六就是AIM Night了哦，这次都没有准备到美美的裙子，也没有时间准备，哈~
听说今年还有选Prom King/ Queen 呢，好奇谁会获得殊荣~呵~

刚才逛下逛下发现没什么好买，太贵了~（这就是乖的原因，嘿嘿！）
我们五个小瓜走到戏院前，‘忽然地’顺道看了想看很久的电影~Clody with a chance of Meatball~因为终于都上映了！好好看呢~！^__^

里头有好多好多好吃的食物，全都会像下雨般噼里啪啦的从天空掉下来，很壮观，故事主角也很可爱，里头所有人物的动作语气各有特色~故事情节很好，后来又描述父子间的情感，不知道怎么的我忍不住掉眼泪~是被感动了吧？哈哈~我也很奇怪自己怎么这么轻易掉眼泪~

还有里头的一个摄影师/飞机师/医生，很喜欢他的口音，也喜欢编剧设计他的性格与人物塑造~

里头充满了梦幻般的情景~看着看着，我仿佛变成了其中一个小孩，很开心地吃着冰淇淋地板，墙壁，可以看到的，都是很好吃的东西~

值得一提的是，不难发现，编剧在细节方面做了很周到的安排，不同的人物或动物（里头有只可爱的猴子，蛮抢镜的），都有不同可爱又爆笑的情绪表情动作~

整个片子我几乎是从头笑到尾，是一部令人看了会很开心，心情也跟着愉快起来的戏~喜欢~*^_^*~

哇，这么迟了！糟，肚子有点饿了呢~
喝杯牛奶才睡咯~
晚安！

一个男孩的心声~

刚收到一封电邮，读了觉得蛮劲爆的，就上传来分享分享~

一个男孩的心声：

当你脱下她衣服裤子的同时　你就要负责让她为你穿上婚纱……

我是男孩，我理解男孩的心情，我也知道在青春期的时候，我们对女孩，尤其是自己的女友充满了好奇．并且我们都在自己的内心里想过要偷尝禁果。于是，我们会对自己的女友说出自己的想法，甚到提出性要求。而女孩呢，说真的，当女孩真的爱上男孩的时候，是愿意为男孩做任何的事情。她们为了满足她们心爱男孩的需要，为了不让心爱的男友失望，尽管她们的心里充满恐　惧，一些女孩还是会答应男友的要求。

我想知道的是在发生性关系的时候有多少男孩注意过自己的女孩的表情？在要发生的那一刻，她们脸上表现出来的多半是害怕，焦虑和不安，并不是满足和欲望！在这个时候的我们男孩又在注意什么呢？我们有没有注意到她们的表情？有没有想过她们当时的心里的感受？

我说了我也是男孩，因此，我知道，在那个时候我们最想做的就是让自己的欲望得到发泄，让自己很久的愿望得到实现．曾经我也和很多人一样，想要和自己爱的女孩发生那样的关系，并且向她提出了我的要求，像我说的那样她答应了。我知道当时的她并不知道那意味着什么，也不知道究竟要发生些什么。我猜当时的她只知道：＂这是我男友的愿望，是他想要的，我就要满足他，只要他高兴就好。”女孩真的没有想过其他的事情。

就在我要进入她的身体的时候，我抬起头看了她一眼，当我看到她那双无辜的眼睛紧紧的闭着的时候，我突然发现自己是那么的禽兽不如，难道我曾经对她说过的那些海誓山盟，许下的那些誓言．通通都是在骗她吗　我真的爱她吗　我感觉得到她在发抖　我知道她很害怕于是我轻轻的爬在她的耳边问了她一句：＂你害怕吗？＂她睁开眼睛看着我，我看得到她的泪，她点点头．接着我又说了一句：＂那我们还是不要做了．￣￣￣￣我又再一次看到了，我爱的她美丽的笑容，她抱住了我开心的说了一句：＂我爱你！＂我突然间觉得很开心，很快乐，这些通通胜过了满足我的欲望所能得到的快乐，我发现那个也并不是很重要了，我还有更重要的，那就是她，我最爱的宝贝．

我说我的故事只是想说一点，当女孩爱上男孩的时候，她们愿意为我们做任何的事情，付出任何的代价而且也不会后悔，但是，我们做为男人是不是也应该为她们做一点事情？学会爱护她们、尊重她们、关心她们，也让她们为拥有我们真挚的爱开心呢!

男孩子,你们听见了吗?

上课都没在专心的早上~

糟了，刚才整堂课都没在专心，只一味的在闲聊，还是明目张胆坐在前五排的位置上哦，汗颜~lecturer应该很不爽我吧？呵呵~

无意中发现Aku dan Dirimu by Ari Lasso ft Bunga Citra Lestari 好好听哦！
呵呵，一直以来都没什么听马来歌的习惯，就在这几天忙着duty的当儿，听见（发现）了这首抒情歌，很耐听，听了也很舒服^__^

目前status:

刚下课回来，吃了一块蛮好吃的面包，喝了杯好喝的热巧克力，做了个测验，得了个蛮不错的结果，心情好中--ing~呵呵~巧克力热饮是房友给的，很特别，里面掺了kurma，是她从吉打带一大堆回来买的商品之一（不得不说，主修entrepreneurship的她真的很有生意头脑）
无论回去家乡或者回来沙巴都会带一大堆东西来卖，想必赚了不少外快吧，嘿嘿！

嗯，忽然发现这几个月过得很快，还有一个月不到我就要大考了，房友都开始在温习功课了呢，还是读到三更半夜那种，我还在上网乱哈拉，fbooking……是时候要努力了吧？哈哈~

才不~呢！当务之急是要做完赶完手头上的功课，不然会被组员们斩了吧？哈哈！

Good Day everyone~!

累…

这几天都忙着TamuGadang的东西，值班，安排轮班时间表，都没有时间好好的休息……
累~再加上还有一大堆的功课，显…@_@
不过，满值得期待的是，Prom Nite又来啦！Sushi King Bonanza又来啦！哈哈~
这次听说有的拿Dean List的证书了，希望不会又临时拿不到啦~呵呵
不知道为什么今年还蛮少人出席的，不过还好我们几个都有去，至少我不希望因为没有人去而我也也去不成啦=P

其实最近都出了期中考的成绩，考得很差T_T
黄丽婷，妳怎么啦？
自己也不知道自己发生了什么事，一个学期比一个学期差，也不会好好的努力……
今早上课lecturer忽然问到谁的CGPA一直都在进步，有不少人举手……
我不禁反思，为什么别人都在努力向上，而我却终日得过且过，在考试前才临时抱佛脚……
我，到底怎么啦？

i guess..

jz found out tis fr a mail..my hero latest status..muahaha =Di think i might prefer here...woohoo~
blogspot, u win! ahahah
but u gota be more faster when i upload fotos cz im gona hv tonnes of fotos coming soon!
or else i will abandon u! haha
女人是善变的~嘿嘿！

xanga?blogspot?

i wonder i shud choose xanga or blogspot as my blog site..
it's quite hard to open xanga but thr is more easier to upload my fotos..
bogspot is easier to open but cant upload a bunch of fotos at one time..erm.....
remain decision-less...

~Appreciation Dinner~

好饱哦~刚才吃了很丰盛的晚餐~免费的哦！慰劳宴~美中不足的是没有冰淇淋做一个完美的句点~否则就更美好了~嘻嘻~
今天一早就被房友（注：同房的叫房友， 同屋子的就叫做室友咯）吵醒，又是有点不爽的起身咯，冲好凉准备一番就出门去忙tamu gadang 的东西了……
其实也蛮不错啦，duty时有的坐着，也不用跑来跑去，还有歌听（就在旁边，dj主持的地方）就这样从早duty到四点多，赶回去冲好凉又出门咯，吃大餐，呵呵~
其实蛮累了~不过想到明天还是星期天就颓废些迟点睡咯，呵呵~
今天过得蛮不错~^__^

Unwrapping d chocolate box~

This is the 1st entry..
Shud b something special..yet not..hehe
I jz simply start a blog here since, to open my xanga blog is a really time-consuming job due to the bad internet connection at hostel here =_="
So so so..testing 1..2...3...haha